At 7 years old, George tested as extremely gifted. We were warned by the psychologist that often mental health issues occur with his level of intelligence. George was diagnosed at 20 with bipolar ll disorder, along with severe depressive disorder and severe anxiety. For the next 12 years of his life, it was a roller coaster ride of medications, hospitalizations, rehabilitation, electroconvulsive therapy and cognitive behavioral therapy.
There were periods of stability and there were periods of time when the medications appeared to no longer help and George withdrew; from life, family and friends. Hopelessness set in, leading to times of self medicating (Dual Diagnosis). The most extreme times were his attempts to take his life, at least 7 that we are aware of. These times, of course led to hospitalizations and living in group housing. A few times he ended up homeless, all because he was afraid to ask for help!
Through it all, his love for Yoda, his pug and his creativity helped him get through each day. He painted, had a photographic memory and a knack for music, playing guitar, drums and other instruments. George was a talented writer and a film buff, having aspirations of being a film editor at one time. He discovered yoga and meditation during one inpatient stay and continued to practice because it helped his moods. A kind, creative and sensitive soul with the ability in recent years to be the rational voice for his family when they struggled with what life had dealt him.
We hope by sharing his story it will inspire us to be kinder, non judgmental and remove the stigma of mental illness.